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i am very tired. KNOW WHAT?! I FORGOT TMR GOT BIO TEST.
fucking shit. I FORGOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nvrm. shall study during bcl tmr. okok.
wenta sch today with baby. he woke up very late today and hence, we took taxi agn. wanted to save money the lo. take bus instead of cab. BUT. he's sucha pig la. and stil blames me for not waking him. -.- nvrm. so, reached sch, seat seat awhile jiu go assembly. then had poa first. then went for photo taking. holy shit, i was the second shortest in my class lo.. right. then had 5 mins of social studies. and then eng. then recess. after recess was.. math. sian ji pua. but i did my ten years series. good girl. ((: then was psme. played daidee cos ms chia wasnt in the clas.. then after awhile, jiu go for band photo. Lucia, since im alr quitting band, i dont have the cheek to go for the stomp photo taking you know. is like, alr quitting yet go for photo taking? is equals to thick skin right? and actually, i dont really wanna take the band photo. what wil people say then? is like, so many ppl know im quitting and stil so thick skin go for band photo. i know i stil haven out yet. but, people know you see? you have the right to get angry. you can come and scold me. as a band major. but please dont give me fucking attitude. it's my fault for not going band pracs la. but, that doesnt mean you can give me attitude. yes, youre stress. just do what a band major shud go lo. scold me for not going for band pracs. OKAY. come back. then had mt. then jiu go home lo. come home, do poa and help baby do his fNn. i find myself so useless la... cant even do a simple task well. wel...

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okay. wenta sch today with baby. was so angry la! i went to wait for the 806 bus at ard 645am. and i waited for like 30mins. 4 buses went pass and i cud'nt board the bus. it's so packed. then waited for taxi cos gonna late alr. then one taxi also dont hab. was so pek chek la...... I WANNA WRITE A COMPLAINT LETTER TO SMRT. right. so reached sch, had assembly. and english lesson agn... then had social studies lesson. and ying and geral go bully me agns. kinda pissed alr. but they stopped. so nth happened. i was sleeping lei. then they go cover my head wib baby's jacket. okok. then had math. boring. then was recess. then mt. sat wib dick sucker(peirong) then she puched me squeese my hand, poke me. ARGGGHHHHHHHHH. but i did those back to her. and then during bio, i sat beside her. i feel so guilty. i pinched her so hard that there was a blue black one on her hand. sorry peirong, okay. then after sch, wenta mac wib vian. cmun go meet hongyi. then ate alr jiu go home. then just now evening, wenta vian's hse dance. but awhile she jiu need go eat wib her family. so i jiu come home.



i thot you wil make the effort to come and fetch me. but, you said you had to pei someone cos they go pick other ppl. so, friends are so much impt than me. i made the effort to ask you wanna meet in the evening or night. cos we wun be meeting tmr nor sun. mon, i end at FOUR. i meet you in the morning. then tues, i've got exta class. thurs, holi. i need the day for revision. fri, exams. study agn. so you tel me. when can we meet? last time you said i nvr pei you all the craps. now, i asked you. agn and agn. but you dont want. tel me tired. but stil can stay outside with YOUR FRIENDS til like 8 plus 9? what the fuck are you trying to say. friends are just so much impt than YOUR GIRLFRIEND. so, why am i so anxious abt us? and to you, what i did was crazy. how much i stand in your heart? Zero. i feel like so dumb. stupid. for al i know, everything i do, it's wrong to you. everything i say are craps. and when i dont care, you wud say something agn. come on, who's in the wrong? shitty.