If I could amend some relationships with anyone, it would be with my sis. I love her yes I do. I'll help her should she needs help. But we just can't get along with each other I have no idea why.

On a happier note, long weekend is here!!!

Dying

Sch is really really draining me out. I've never felt so so tired before. Really shag.
But I am really glad that I have a bunch of awesome colleagues who will listen to what I have to say (and i mean really listen attentively) and give me good advices.

And what adds to my agony and really tired soul is when I come back to home, I see tons of housework undone. And nobody will do it except me.

And that is also why I want a small house after I get married.

I wish I can have a longer break- just sitting by the beach or go for a crazy shopping at BKK or go for unlimited manicures ore facial.

My wedding

Initially I didn't want to throw a wedding banquet when I get married cos I thought it was a waste of money, time and energy. But after attending Amanda's wedding and looking at so many beautiful gowns on Instagram, I began to change my mind- having a wedding banquet would be nice. Wearing the wedding gown with huge cancan, long trains would be nice. Marching into the ballroom to the song of 'Tonight I celebrate my love for you' would be nice. It would be so nice that I'm even smiling while typing this...

Really miss the 3 monkeys so much.
And am looking forward to see them tmr!!! Esp Jess my cutie baby girl.

And I haven't seen my bf for almost 5 days. Feeling so empty w/o him.

So looking forward to tmr!!!!!

Love is in the air

Attended my colleague's wedding dinner. Felt so loved. And I really can't wait to get married...

I may consider throwing wedding banquet now that I feel so loved and blessed and happy after attending Amanda's wedding.

Blessed marriage, Amanda!

I will never let my children feel isolated despised or unwelcome. Cos I know how this feels like and I never liked it.

Fuck

What?

What does being happy mean?
Where can happiness be found?
How does being happy feels like?