Thankful

I am blessed by his love. 

I don't understand why people are so oblivious of their surrounding. 

It's ok if you don't fulfil your responsibilities. But don't make your responsibilities other's. 

Irritated

If you don't have such a big head, then don't wear such a big hat. 

We are all fucking adults, please know your limits. I really don't have the fucking time to solve YOUR problems. 

Reminisce

I was looking at photos taken a a few years ago, and I must say how much I have grown (physically and mentally). 

Really missed those carefree times with Herman and my friends. And also the times when all attention was on me as I step on the stage. I wanted to rekindle my love towards my Guzheng the other day but I just could not open the case. How sad.. Badly wanted to play my first solo song again. 

But growing up has its own pros too. Like setting up my home with Herman, saving up and having plans for our future. Life is still good after all. 

New chapter

I'll be stepping into a new chapter in life with my better half soon... 

I have mixed feelings. I feel happy, blessed that we are strong enough to go into this new phase and excited about our future. But at the same time I feel the fear and stress that we might face financially. 

But no matter what will happen, I believe when two hearts are together, we can overcome anything; because togetherness is through thick and thin. 

And I am prepared.