okay.
im sad. very very sad. super sad. bcos my baobei's lying in de hospital now. and i can do nth to cheer him up. rushed down ystd midnight to see him. i dint know what to say, what to do. i only smiled at him blankly. zel told me not to cry. but, seeing him like that, i feel like killing myself. i rather it be me who's lying in de hospital bed. acced him til morning. and uncle brought me and anne them to de kopitiam to eat. aunty came too. uncle asked me to spend more time on him. ofcos i will.

baobei, pls pls recover.
seeing you like that, my heart ache a lot.
not only me, but your family too.




:'(