Love

Feeling loved from reading the birthday messages my friends and family members sent.

Most of my friends label me as a mahjong lover! Yes I am... And I kept laughing at all 'I hope you'll win mj games' messages.

Getting fatter and fatter and fatter each day.... And I would love to take some swimming courses to lose some fats. But the sun is obstructing me to the decision of bringing myself to the pool.

Been thinking of my future these days. My biggest dream is still, to open a pastry shop of my own.

May God bless me.

:'(

Hope dear gets well soon.

Go away u sleepless nights!
Let my baby rest!!!

So many ppl are sick

The kids just recovered, but Dear's sick now!!! Must be the virus spreading in the house. :'(

I hope he gets well soon!!

Birthday celebration!

Celebrated my birthday with my family members on Saturday! Went for a singing session at Teo Heng! Celebration was filled with laughters and some funny moments! Heheheheh! Super love such gatherings!

Then on Sunday, headed to Dear's place for my bd celebration! And jie cooked jap curry for me! Soo yummmmyyy!!! And I had a super cute hello kitty cake as my bd cake! Mad cute!!

Had 2 simple yet another memorable bd celebration! Lovesss!!

Fucked up

I dunno what to do, how to react, what to feel, how to help.

I really don't know. I'm lost.

Whatever I do to help, it's useless because you don't seem to understand what I do is to help u. I can't do anything more. I'm tired.

What makes me more fatigue, mentally, emotionally is when the qns posted to me by my mom. "who do u want to follow"

Why can't I have both of u at the same time? Why can't u all just put down your pride or ego to solve this to make things better?

For a few times, I really wished I have some kind of illness or whatsoever. At least I know everyone will come tgt and care for each other and me.

I'm not a superwoman. I don't have super powers.

I need love, care, and concern too.
I'm a girl.

A fucking naive girl.

Birthdays

It's a happy month! Cos most of my loved ones celebrate their birth day this month! 1st was Dear's bd, on 1102.

Headed to Marché with dear and mom! Then to arcade for games!!! And he caught a really cute teddy bear for me. And we spent like $25 for that bear. Hehehehe

Then on 1402 it'll be mom's bd! And also Valentines day~~~ then it'll be my bd on the 19th, and my aunt's bd on the 20th!! Then Dennis's bd also on the 20th and zel and Harold's bd in the 21st!!!

I'm gonna be 19 soon... And I hope I get more matured psychologically, physically, in terms of relationships...

Jie's gift is so cute. A voucher to be redeemed after April. Hahaha. I really appreciate these little gestures from all my precious gems.

And my sis got new specs and they claim that they look stunning in those specs. Lol. Why they so cute one. And Harold in swimming costume! Hahaha so fat so cute!

Watched Singapore talking, they're on the topic of marriage and fertility. Why Singaporeans no get married? I would love to get married to mr Herman Lam ASAP. But then again, im only 19. And I wish I grow up fast fast fast fast fast.

Nightx!

Wish....

It's every woman's dream.

I not greedy, I possess half of them can liao. But I also wish for a walk-in wardrobe. And a big air-conditioned room for mj, with crystallized mj tiles!! ^^

And a chio room designed by Herman, and an awesome bathroom for 2.

Just by looking at the chio shoes and stunning clothes and super beautiful models make me drool, and heipi!!!

But nothing beats having the right guy who showers me with so much love.

^^

-.-

I always have this weird habit.

I cannot sleep when I'm angry. Yes I'm angry.

-.-"

I am constantly giving this -.-" face to everyone in my hse.

I cant stop.

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