So tired

Tomorrow's Monday. Weekend passes so quickly! Urgh!

Really hope I can go to school soon. Am really tired! And I really hope for the June holiday to come. Really want a break. Really need to relax in a place like genting. And to vent my tiredness through shopping in kl/ genting. Am looking forward to scrolling by the beach with my bf but it doesn't seem that we'll be going to the beach. So it's ok. I still look forward to the trip to genting and kl.

May god bless my soul and keep me going until the holiday comes and not to forget to let me receive my notice for school soon.

Goodnight.

Wiser

How to put in more sense in my big and empty head?

I would love to visit Bora Bora and Maldives. These places are just so beautiful and attractive!

I have not done well enough.

Love

Love is you. I'm blinded by love; I'm blinded by you.

Wonder and ponder

Sometimes I wonder what makes me want to get married so quickly... What is the reason for my decision while other 20 year olds are still wandering in the word aimlessly?

And then I ponder... Because I love my partner so much... So much so that I really want to be his wife. And because of what we went through tgt, happy or sad, those made me stand firm against my decision...

Thinking of getting married at 20 years old may sound like a joke to some people (or at least to most ppl whom I have talked to). But this is my choice. I want to get married. The key point I'm trying to make is- I WANT to get married. Not WISH to get married and that often confuses or upsets some people.

Maybe because I have parents who didn't make it till the end (like what is in the vow) and that makes me set my mind to get married and get settled down (and I mean adhere to the marriage vow).

And simply because I love my partner. He is not perfect (neither am I) but he is all I need. All I need is him. And it's you, Mr Herman Lam.