Wonder and ponder

Sometimes I wonder what makes me want to get married so quickly... What is the reason for my decision while other 20 year olds are still wandering in the word aimlessly?

And then I ponder... Because I love my partner so much... So much so that I really want to be his wife. And because of what we went through tgt, happy or sad, those made me stand firm against my decision...

Thinking of getting married at 20 years old may sound like a joke to some people (or at least to most ppl whom I have talked to). But this is my choice. I want to get married. The key point I'm trying to make is- I WANT to get married. Not WISH to get married and that often confuses or upsets some people.

Maybe because I have parents who didn't make it till the end (like what is in the vow) and that makes me set my mind to get married and get settled down (and I mean adhere to the marriage vow).

And simply because I love my partner. He is not perfect (neither am I) but he is all I need. All I need is him. And it's you, Mr Herman Lam.