I come to realize... The most sian feeling I have is not to be able to go KL to shop.

Ultimate sian to the max until I want to cry. Nobody will ever know how I feel unless you're a shopaholic. 

Sian to the max pls!!! 

Can't even get to sleep now cos I am too frustrated!!!!!!!! Till i just burst out crying! My face is black like charcoal. No I'm not exaggerating this is how sian I am now!