Wish upon a star

I wish I can successfully complete my practicum and settle down. Really with to get married to Herman soon...... 

Happiness

I am beyond blessed. I really am and I cannot thank my hubby to me enough. I am so so so grateful for him. 

Together and always. 

I AM SO TIRED. HAVE TO WAKE UP AT 6.30 TOMORROW.  

Too tired!

I am so tired from doing assignments. Tired to the point that I'm just doing assignments to pass not even thinking about aceing them. 

I want to watch movies so bad... It's really rare for me to want to watch some movies so bad...... But I just don't have the time. :'( 

I don't even have time to watch Hong Kong dramas. I just feel so tied having to wake up so early everyday and sleeping at such a late time and needing to wake up early the next day... Now that I'm going to teach morning session I don't know how I can cope with it. I feel like crying when I'm typing this cos I just have so much fear and frustration. I am scared that I cannot complete my assignments on time but frustrated that I need to do so many assignments. And not being able to just rest for a day to watch movies or Hong Kong dramas. Even frustrated I have not bought any cny clothes.

!!!!!!!!!!

:'( I am really really tired..........

So much

Just thinking about the assignments due in 2 weeks, I'm going bonkers. I just feel like giving up and do a sloppy job for the sake of it. :'( 

I wake up everyday thinking about how much time I have left to complete the assignments and go to bed calculating the time I have left. I feel so unmotivated and frustrated. 

I haven't even buy clothes for cny. I don't even have time to watch dramas. Sometimes I wonder if I had made the right choice in my career. I like teaching but not assignments. :'( 

Blessed

Taking time to count my blessings. I am indeed, very blessed by all the love my better half has given me. All the little things, though small, account to my happiness.