So much

Just thinking about the assignments due in 2 weeks, I'm going bonkers. I just feel like giving up and do a sloppy job for the sake of it. :'( 

I wake up everyday thinking about how much time I have left to complete the assignments and go to bed calculating the time I have left. I feel so unmotivated and frustrated. 

I haven't even buy clothes for cny. I don't even have time to watch dramas. Sometimes I wonder if I had made the right choice in my career. I like teaching but not assignments. :'(